Do it for Yoursellf.

we all mostly take the same classes, and hear the same advice, our parents basically say the same things, protect us from the same things, and some come to feed us religion, good values, and tell us to make good choices.
but at the end, we always tend to do what we want, make our own choices, decide what we want to do.
it's about knowing what's best for you, finding your happiness, not hurting others and yourself...
you'll be alright.
just set your mind into it. into being happy, being alive, feeling alive.

smile.
be the change you want to see in others.

why is it so hard for people... to accept you as you are....
but put yourself in my shoes!
it's about our happiness... everybody's happiness!

single life.

I guess that when you're single for a long time, you start getting freaky...

not freaky as in kinky sex things... but i mean, you start getting peculiar habits, you start caring for other random, never before worried stuff, you start getting bipolar, obsessively compulsive, and have other weird characteristics that everybody but you notices....

but, that's the single life!

it's like, getting fit, getting easily aroused by visual images and auditory stimulation that awakes your vast imagination. it's cleaning everything on a daily basis, start getting into "comfortable mode" wearing all your comfortable clothes, regulating your eating and sleeping habits, discovering new habits, over-thinking things, watching tons of movies, series, programs (and actually finishing them) and other stuff i rather not share in a public blog. lol.

yes I know, it's kind of pathetic, and sad. but whatever. at least i'm mentally peaceful and stable (and that's highly important.) it's like vegetables (good and good for me)  :)

anyways, yeah... conclusion: i need a diversion, something entertaining, a hobbie, a friend! haha.

i don't know why... but i'' ve been muse-less, and it's kind of weird for me....
i have absolutely no idea what to write in any of my blogs and it's killing me!
maybe a different concept.... hmm....
anyways i will do some brainstorming, blog construction... and get back to being me!
i hope you're enjoying the summer!
ciao ;)