so... I've been thinking...

I guess you could say, I got my mojo optimism creative self back.
How? Go figure.
and, i think, well.. i KNOW i want to write a book.
I usually write everyday (it's a beautiful habit) so why not, have all my thoughts together inside a book I can keep ( just in case my computer decides to die... )
But, a book about what? Hmph. I have no idea... I will know when I know..
abstract. ranting about life. absurd and insipid stories.. (that aren't very inspid because they obviously come from my mind/imagination/etc.) but anyways, you get it, right?????? 

i just finished re-reading all the 2012 posts on this blog and I just realized....
I have been like TOO NEGATIVE and WHINY this year. wow.
(pointing out the obvious.)
ok, bye. 

Random Rant Read?

so, yeah.
i'm not posting this post from a previous document i wrote earlier, where I usually brainstorm and say: "Hey, this is a very good post, I'm gonna put it on Blogger.. blah blah blah" ..
I like automatism.
Soooo... I'm writing what's currently on my mind.
If YOU aren't in the mood to read random rants.. then you should stop reading NOW.
(hey, that gave me an idea for a blog term.. nevermind.)

Still reading? Cool! *wink*
so yeah, as I was saying... I feel like fully & automatically expressing myself today about everything, about anything!

I have ALOT of things on my mind; unresolved issues I can't deal with at the moment, mixed emotions of stress, love and libido...
Thinking WHY poor people have fewer options and are then judged by their actions...
HELLO?! Because when you're broke, jobless, in debt.. etc. you usually have a harder time getting your life back together, reorganizing, paying, smiling...
I mean, I sometimes think that the "Rich" create stuff for the "Poor" to use, and create this false hope/idea of success...
example: KARAOKE was made for poor people... (Over here in PR it's an official hobby, yup, and people sing the night away with the secret dream of becoming stars, of being discovered... and 49343 beers later, they just have clapping -local -beer buying -complimenting- microphone joining -dreamy fans). It's sad, so sad.

I have tons of skills, knowledge, charisma... and I'm poor and jobless.
It's not because I haven't looked for one ('cause I have)
but it's because society wants the poor to fail! LOL

So, yeah. If YOU need a petsitter, babysitter, spanish-english translator, asl online teacher, baby sign language teacher or essay, fiction/non fiction story writer, Write! :D