I've just realized it...
Since my birthday, i've been just full of absolute negative energy!!!
i feel like not dealing or talking to anyone, and it really messes with my head.... it's like the negative energy that has mysteriously risen, is causing me to mind-fck myself! (fsjdfohwnfufhjs0resw?!! )
I don't know why, or what's bothering me, but i have a big ball of black and gray to give to the world and this is NOT healthy at all... i'm just feeling grumpy and blaming and whining.... (like, right now for instance) i lack motivation and money and it messes with my mojo as well... lol.
I know people say it's normal to feel like this sometimes, blah, blah, etc. but i don't want to feel this way... i'm an eternal optimist, an extremely happy go-lucky wearing bright colors and smiling 90% of the time....
I declare that i WILL terminate these negative feelings by the end of this week.
Anyways, you guys have a good productive week and remember to SMILE!
(yeah, of course we're gonna smile after you just spread negative-ness with what we've just read...) LOOL.
I'm sorry, i just needed to get it out of my chest because my Twitter followers don't care at all, and my Facebook friends will just comment incessantly about my positive personality and will think i'm acting suicidal... (ahh,, the dramatic puertorricans taking everything to extremes....)
Since my birthday, i've been just full of absolute negative energy!!!
i feel like not dealing or talking to anyone, and it really messes with my head.... it's like the negative energy that has mysteriously risen, is causing me to mind-fck myself! (fsjdfohwnfufhjs0resw?!! )
I don't know why, or what's bothering me, but i have a big ball of black and gray to give to the world and this is NOT healthy at all... i'm just feeling grumpy and blaming and whining.... (like, right now for instance) i lack motivation and money and it messes with my mojo as well... lol.
I know people say it's normal to feel like this sometimes, blah, blah, etc. but i don't want to feel this way... i'm an eternal optimist, an extremely happy go-lucky wearing bright colors and smiling 90% of the time....
I declare that i WILL terminate these negative feelings by the end of this week.
Anyways, you guys have a good productive week and remember to SMILE!
(yeah, of course we're gonna smile after you just spread negative-ness with what we've just read...) LOOL.
I'm sorry, i just needed to get it out of my chest because my Twitter followers don't care at all, and my Facebook friends will just comment incessantly about my positive personality and will think i'm acting suicidal... (ahh,, the dramatic puertorricans taking everything to extremes....)
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