Not having internet access SUCKS. 
Not having sufficient money for personal expenses SUCKS.
but soon i will be fixing that... and will be writing more. Let's hope for the best!

So....  I recently had a BIRTHDAY! yay! yay! Go me! Go me! and this is the first lesson i've learned so far:

Not being a priority of someone you really like/liked just because your poor-ness broke-ness no-money having, makes you "unaccessible and hard to spend time with".... SUCKS.
since when? when did the stupid laws of flirting dating & spending time with a potential lay-date become so OVERRATED? i mean, c'mon... us poor people want some lovin' too! :D 
I'm seriously considering going full-on hippie mode where i eat what i plant, move into a treehouse and dance in the rain.... If YOU are also a low middle class hopeless romantic yourself and suffer from having to meet up to the expectations of people who cannot simply appreciate a humble simple relationship not based in money or cars, look for someone who DOES accept you for who you are! Look for someone who WANTS to be with you, who WANTS to spend time with you. yeahh.